Monday, October 28, 2024

Rosco

 -I try to cause any husband, wife, spouse or real partner I have or get

-to keep devolving in to like large red blobs

-having to struggle to pull their bodies back together

-like Rita FARR. Elasti-Girl in the TV SERIES version of Doom Patrol

-I think I might have imagined on a 1970s New Zealand Kids TV news magazine style program

-a comic. More like a Smurfs comic in size

-called ROSCO

-about a Cowboy

-I only saw the cover and title on the program

-he was short, strange looking 

-like a man I used to belong to the same Support Home with named

-ROSS FARR

-ROSCO

-RITA FARR

-he lives a few blocks from me

-so might still live in the area of the Garden of Eden

-I try to use that comic to cause that to happen to any real partners I get or have

-ROSCO like Jesus Christ CROSS wrecked relationships

-it was a COMIC like Jenette Kahn of DC Comics did too

-near Ross Farr's home is BOTANICAL Street. As in BABYLON

-recently there was on a row of tall trees along the top of that Road. One had been damaged. It was split down the middle like a lightning bolt and the tree looked just like the tree in the original Monitor rocket idea

Sunday, October 27, 2024

Thursday, October 24, 2024

Runaways

 -in 1980 in Mr. Hart's class at Otumoetai Intermediate

-I drew a largish picture of the Tintin characters

at the top in a rectangular box with curved corners I did a logo

-the Teacher got me up in front of the class because he thought it was good

-I didn't take it home

-the next year by the field. At the side part of classrooms there was a sort of strange storage room

-by there at the top of that field that year excretion overflowed across the top of the field

-TIN TIN- like Jesus Christ

-TIN TIN- is the villain of DAYS of our LIVES about me. That might have destroyed his life

-TIN TIN- he gets trapped in a Darth Vader armor. As in STAR WARS. Having to work for an Army Space Empire. And that destroys his life too

-the EXCRETION- JESUS / FECES. CHRIST / EXCRETION / SHIT

-today the Courier dropped off a box of Beauty goods meant for the neighbor

-like maybe saying he replaces Fashion Photographer Wonder Girl as Darth Vader

-this tells me not to rebuy The DC Vault and the Marvel Vault

-an Army Space Empire might be behind it. Or it may be me in the BACK of my mind causing it

-the time I was living in a CABIN. I felt the hands on my BACK in my sleep. The home maybe of Mills Reef Winery was close

-that afternoon I had pictured a page sized picture of a hooded masked man on the wall. I thought if it was real it could be Batman and then too could be the DESTROYER of Revelations

-the next time I felt hands on my BACK in my sleep. It felt like I said out aloud a few times I will Marry. Directed to the local man like Superman

-EXCRETION like an AGREEMENT

-the local IT man like Superman maybe named DANIEL COSGROVE. As in DARTH VADER. Or Jesus's life was DESTROYED

-EXCRETION like Daniel might be EX CHRIST. What I tried to set up for him powers etc might not have worked. EX COSGROVE. EX KRYPTON

-I cut my hand opening the neighbor's box. Like Jesus Christ passing blood or the excretion over the field

One Night in the Ward

  -in about 1978 twice my grandparents took me to the next town of Mount Maunganui. Each time I saw something paranormal

-the first time on a vacant section a large Trailer Home sized FLYING SAUCER

-like RICHIE RICH. Or WHICH WHICH. The Boys College across the Street from me emblem. A NAKED man holding a WHITE DISC. Like saying buy the rest of the comics I want or the child of me having sex with the Gym Instructor looking like Jughead on the other side of the College will be in me

-the second time. At the home of a family we only ever saw that time. A RICHIE RICH comic with a few hundred pages. It was never made

-like giving me a choice. RICHIE RICH. The WINERY takes my MONEY. Or WHICH WITCH. The DAYS of our LIVES channel or WINERY series channel

-RICHIE RICH as in maybe Jesus Christ's plans to cause ALTERNATIVE Earth

-about the start of 2010 I was in the local Psych Ward

-one afternoon 'forces' said if I didn't stay lying down on my bed all afternoon and evening. MY LIFE WOULD ALWAYS BE TRAPPED BAD. Like I tried to give me the power to do that earlier today

-I did get up and responded by swallowing a DRAWING PIN. Like nails in the Cross. Ruining Jesus Christ's life with the Days of our Lives channel. The drawing pin down my throat like sands in the hourglass. And he gets trapped in a DARTH VADER armor. The DRAWING PIN like the Light Sabre

-a Nurse from my Support Home Trish Longley took me to the Hospital for tests that night. It was raining and I was getting water in my shoes. The Tales of the Teen Titans 40 cover. Their lives set up to be always bad. Brother Blood in lava

-that night as I lay in bed wondering how I would cope I glanced and saw a few cracks in the window. A comic I want to order Legion of Super-Heroes 53's cover. Just after their lives went now bad

-suddenly I pictured two things in my mind at the same time

-the super hero power to create things out of CRYSTAL. The Rock of ETERNTY on the cover of Justice League of America 137. Captain Marvel's powers come from that

-an original super hero costume. Fawn all over. Loose fit. Black boots. And on the front coming down from the neckline a black bullet. I later saw the costume was like a rearrangement of the original costumes of GENIUS super-heroes Mister Fantastic and Brainiac 5. Like my home is at the Garden of Eden. Where the Tree of KNOWLEDGE was

-after that my life turned around then because I had hope the forces still had plans for me

-and I was told to Post this

-I went to check my Bank's Online Banking. I couldn't access it without details like

-What is your oldest cousin's first name?

-MALCOLM

-like the usual Dealer I got US Back Issues from MILE HIGH COMICS

-or the cheaper one MY COMIC SHOP. COM


-MALCOLM

-MILE HIGH COMICS or MY COMIC SHOP COM

-DAYS of our LIVES or STAR WARS

-ALTERNATIVE Earth

-my cousin Malcolm lived in CAMPBELLTOWN Australia when we visited them. They were moving to GRIFFTHS

-my earliest memory is of coming in to live in our new home in 12 JAMES COOK Street and finding a tin of GRIFFINS SAMPLER biscuits in a lower kitchen cupboard

-MALCOLM / IMMANUEL 


-the next day I remembered for the first time in decades

-maybe my first character series submission

-MARINEMAN / MESSIAH. Wearing a type of armor divers style costume. Tommy Ager. Who had his base in the small nearby mountain MAUAO / MESSIAH. That the rocket comes out of for the Death Star mission. When I sent it to DC Comics I Posted with it a free local magazine with details about the local area. For decades I thought later submissions were my first


-at the end of 1986 I received the last issue of a 6 issue subscription of Tales of the Teen Titans from Mark 1 Comics. I was sitting in the lounge with it. The page panel layouts made me think of the idea the team surrounded Trigon lowering themselves down to all fight him. But he released red aura and they each turned to redness killing them. In the story it shows each member their worse fears.  I thought of Wonder Girl in my mind when young a bit like a mother and put my head in my hands. When the Staff at my Support Home I lived in told me my grandmother had died in the Office. I said Mum and put my head in my hands and cried


-I never got a return email from My Comic Shop confirming the order of 7 comics. But maybe the order wasn't real. And even if it was I was mislead in being told to go back and finish the titles left to get. With darker symbols. The FLYING Saucer as in they were LYING. The Richie Rich comic with a few hundred pages. THAT WAS NEVER MADE. I saw it at the HOME the one time were there. Of a FAMILY we only ever saw that time. And the parallel part of it. The FLYING SAUCER 'HOME' that wasn't real. 'MY COMIC SHOP.' Maybe my order was never real. Stars put it in their work I will mess up with a bad choice. Where do Broken Hearts Go?, I Wanna Dance with Somebody Who Loves Me, and Didn't We almost have it All? I have been thinking I might have risked causing problems for me by making another order. It was my idea to replace Heaven and Hell with a shared place that almost all go in forever. Partly done by me not buying the about 10 final comic series I was after. With the darker connotations

I'm Damnation

 -I might be able to turn anyone's life to darkish

-lasting forever

-except mine

-maybe even cause it to happen to someone already dead

-the packet of TURKISH Delight bars I bought. One individual Turkish Delight bar wrapper had one joined to it at it's end

-TURKISH TURN DARKISH

-the TERMINATOR in New Teen Titans comics doing that to their lives. He had a type of power sword that shot out an energy beam. Like the two Turkish Delight bar wrappers joined. TERMINATOR as in TURKISH wrapper

-like telling me to buy the DARKER list of comics I was going to avoid

-at the end of 1990 I was lying in bed in the dark. Out of my wall came an all dark figure of a man. With a silent electric chainsaw. Like the Terminator has

-a former client at the Support Home I once was at DANNY. As in DAMNATION. Slightly tall, black or dark brown hair, slightly large muscles. Looking like the cartoon character DUM DUM to me

-I once saw his shirt raised and some of his back. He had a brown blotch on his back. Maybe (a mark on me means) I can will to make a person's life always bad

-the cartoon reel I got 101 DALMATIANS. With the dogs having black spots. The final shot maybe looking like a distorted shot of a white gravestone in front of darkness. And the initials of my name Matthew Ager in reverse (AM). Based on the book by DODIE Smith and the DISNEY film

-the Phantom BLOT comic that was stolen when I was young. That I left on my desk in class when older students were coming in

-maybe DUM and DUM. I can will to DAMN people or DOWN their lives like DONNA Troy. DANNY as in DONNA Troy. Her life became for good as bad as possible 

-two skin marks on my right arm. Three oven burn parallel lines on my right wrist. Maybe the mark I use to trap people in to incredible pain forever when they die. Like for 666. A spot shaped skin mark like a face on the top of my right arm. Maybe I can use this mark to make any life always torment

-101 DALMATIANS and the GRAVESTONE image at the end of it. I might be able to will anyone in to like 666 DAMNATION

-the double wrapper TURKISH Delight bar. Dum Dum. I ordered more comics when things told me not to. New Teen Titans where the TERMINATOR made their lives dark. And Legion of Super-Heroes. Where the TIME TRAPPER caused it

-I was not going to buy any more Online but got confused by seeing at a family we only ever saw that time's home. A RICHIE RICH comic with a few hundred pages that was never made. RICHIE RICH / TURKISH TURKISH

-in about 1986 I went to the tallest local building to try to jump off. The top door of the inside stairwell was locked. Going up the centre stairwell. The doors were off level with the floors. They were all glass doors. So were like Titans Tower with Wonder Girl. The dream I had with a woman called BLACK Bess. I later learned that was the name of the horse of DICK TURPIN. Who I had not heard of before. DARK TURKISH. DARK lives TURN in to. He was a HIGHWAYMAN. Like meaning people can't go to Heaven. DICK TURPIN. TURN lives DARK like the New Teen TITANS

Revelations Figures

 -I might be all of-

-the Anti-Christ- maybe the main one. Rules all nations with an Iron Rod. Maybe meaning me having a lot of sex and affairs. Or a golden hook / screw / bolt I picked up marked POWERS

-the Terminator- I can will maybe almost anyone or any group of people. To completely end. An unthinking life like double left in their place. Maybe I have used the only times I could do this

-the False Prophet- PROPHET as in PUPPET. Maybe it was me who created everything. Manipulating and setting up Jesus Christ and God. Especially Jesus Christ's Alternative Earth. Maybe they are far from the perfect always wonderful figures claimed. Maybe I set up Jesus Christ and bad plans for people to send out my lists of miracles the best way I could. The Bible says he claims to be God

-the Second Beast- I have worked on lists of miracles since November 19th 2020. About 4 years. Revelations says the Second Beast does mighty miracles for 40 months. Miracles covering every planet, Moon, sun etc in space in repeating standard features

-the Destroyer- maybe I set up miracles for our planet. Using me being ABADDON / ABANDONED by companies ec

-Magog and Gog- two splits that come out of me. Looking like Rob Liefeld and Kyle Lowder. ROB / burglar and Selina KYLE / burglar. Maybe I took God and Jesus Christ's power. And did miracles with on almost anything I want. Fighting crime and having sex with people 

Tuesday, October 22, 2024

Perceptions

 -I might have partly shaped the make ups and lifestyles of these countries. By my little evidence beliefs of them

-Australia- sounds like Ostracize. I originally thought I read in TV Soap in the Australian soap opera Neighbors the character Cameron Hudson is ostracized by the old people of Ramsay Street for defending as a Lawyer a man pressing charges against Hudson's Aunt Pam Willis. And I originally thought it said her son Brad had affairs with three of Hudson's girlfriends. And he finds out. And just secretly takes off in an episode. That episode or what I thought I read might have shaped Australia in to slightly like that to some people. They are a Party nation. The 1980 Cricket incident with the Australian Cricketeer and his underarm bowling attempt. Lindy Chamberlain originally convicted when a Dingo stole her baby. Maybe it was my thought with my miracles maybe going to spread out all over space. The series Neighbors could be real and Hudson would have to go on to be a King

-United States- I see a mass of things or expectations people must do. I am denied basic human rights while the wife can do whatever she likes. Maybe as types of First Couple or Royals of the US. Is where their saying and belief of their nation The Land of the Free. My miracles to most places in space made almost everything free. The life of suffering I could have had to live in the US. With a wife bringing around her boyfriend as much as she wants. And terror attacks on me over my life. With no public support in this way. Could be how the US was shaped in to a country believing in People's Rights. There seems to me to be masses of things a US person must need to do. And I don't think how I could manage them if I lived in the US. eg: all the mass of things students must do in the US educational system compared to New Zealand which has almost none of these. Their name maybe twisted around me. U / S / A . AMERICA / AGER MARRIAGE. MIRACLE

-several main Continents are shaped like penises and have similar spelt names like Africa and India

-England- maybe my experiences with originally going to try to do a mass of miracles for their country maybe with a deal I had made with a 5th Century Briton King / Warlord Voligern. And he might make me King after him. But it was partly corrupt people replacing me with a son if I did that might have shaped Britain. Like if you are in one class and live next door to another class they won't talk to you. The cold weather conditions needing expensive boilers in each home. The style of music and TV programs that I don't like. And the maybe Crown and British Government ousting me if I would have done the miracles for them that shaped all their entertainment industry. The Terminator in DC Comics setting up a long years of really bad times for the New Teen Titans. Like my son would have been a King. Maybe that is what caused the marriage failures and problems the Royal Family had. Fitting in with the New Teen Titans series

-New Zealand- NEW and Z and NZ. To me the easiest country in the world to live in. It has now all the Internet and media of the US etc. An easier country to live in. Especially what New Zealand was like in 1983. It probably will keep getting more and more like overseas expectations and requirements. There are no poisonous insects or dangerous animals. There is little serious crime. Maybe because this is the country I grew up in. With me and my paranormal life. And me going on to try to make everything free all over space. It caused or was planned for New Zealand to have a freer lifestyle. Top North Island looks like Satan's horns. Equal sized South Island looks like an Angel's dress

-maybe the name of Earth came off of me. Sand in the Days of our Lives hourglass. And my garden that provides my miracles

Monday, October 21, 2024

What Kins

-JESSE WATKINS

-my flat mate

-JESSE / me like CHRISTIAN Paredes

-WATKINS / WHAT KINDS of goods in each room as basis of powers

-WATKINS / 'WATCHING'

-WATKINS / a better RELECTION of me 

-JESSE WATKINS / WHAT REVELATIONS KINS FIGURES

-JESSE WATKINS / JUST a MACHINE

-JESSE WATKINS / CHRISTIAN REFLECTION

-JESSE WATKINS / CAPTAIN Marvel powers REFLECTION

Sunday, October 20, 2024

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Tintin

-in Mr. Hart's class in Otumoetai Intermediate in 1980. I drew a picture of the Tintin characters -around the title Tintin at the top of...