One Night in the Ward

  -in about 1978 twice my grandparents took me to the next town of Mount Maunganui. Each time I saw something paranormal

-the first time on a vacant section a large Trailer Home sized FLYING SAUCER

-like RICHIE RICH. Or WHICH WHICH. The Boys College across the Street from me emblem. A NAKED man holding a WHITE DISC. Like saying buy the rest of the comics I want or the child of me having sex with the Gym Instructor looking like Jughead on the other side of the College will be in me

-the second time. At the home of a family we only ever saw that time. A RICHIE RICH comic with a few hundred pages. It was never made

-like giving me a choice. RICHIE RICH. The WINERY takes my MONEY. Or WHICH WITCH. The DAYS of our LIVES channel or WINERY series channel

-RICHIE RICH as in maybe Jesus Christ's plans to cause ALTERNATIVE Earth

-about the start of 2010 I was in the local Psych Ward

-one afternoon 'forces' said if I didn't stay lying down on my bed all afternoon and evening. MY LIFE WOULD ALWAYS BE TRAPPED BAD. Like I tried to give me the power to do that earlier today

-I did get up and responded by swallowing a DRAWING PIN. Like nails in the Cross. Ruining Jesus Christ's life with the Days of our Lives channel. The drawing pin down my throat like sands in the hourglass. And he gets trapped in a DARTH VADER armor. The DRAWING PIN like the Light Sabre

-a Nurse from my Support Home Trish Longley took me to the Hospital for tests that night. It was raining and I was getting water in my shoes. The Tales of the Teen Titans 40 cover. Their lives set up to be always bad. Brother Blood in lava

-that night as I lay in bed wondering how I would cope I glanced and saw a few cracks in the window. A comic I want to order Legion of Super-Heroes 53's cover. Just after their lives went now bad

-suddenly I pictured two things in my mind at the same time

-the super hero power to create things out of CRYSTAL. The Rock of ETERNTY on the cover of Justice League of America 137. Captain Marvel's powers come from that

-an original super hero costume. Fawn all over. Loose fit. Black boots. And on the front coming down from the neckline a black bullet. I later saw the costume was like a rearrangement of the original costumes of GENIUS super-heroes Mister Fantastic and Brainiac 5. Like my home is at the Garden of Eden. Where the Tree of KNOWLEDGE was

-after that my life turned around then because I had hope the forces still had plans for me

-and I was told to Post this

-I went to check my Bank's Online Banking. I couldn't access it without details like

-What is your oldest cousin's first name?

-MALCOLM

-like the usual Dealer I got US Back Issues from MILE HIGH COMICS

-or the cheaper one MY COMIC SHOP. COM

-MALCOLM

-MILE HIGH COMICS or MY COMIC SHOP COM

-DAYS of our LIVES or STAR WARS

-ALTERNATIVE Earth

-my cousin Malcolm lived in CAMPBELLTOWN Australia when we visited them. They were moving to GRIFFTHS

-my earliest memory is of coming in to live in our new home in 12 JAMES COOK Street and finding a tin of GRIFFINS SAMPLER biscuits in a lower kitchen cupboard

-MALCOLM / IMMANUEL 

-the next day I remembered for the first time in decades

-maybe my first character series submission

-MARINEMAN / MESSIAH. Wearing a type of armor divers style costume. Tommy Ager. Who had his base in the small nearby mountain MAUAO / MESSIAH. That the rocket comes out of for the Death Star mission. When I sent it to DC Comics I Posted with it a free local magazine with details about the local area. For decades I thought later submissions were my first

-at the end of 1986 I received the last issue of a 6 issue subscription of Tales of the Teen Titans from Mark 1 Comics. I was sitting in the lounge with it. The page panel layouts made me think of the idea the team surrounded Trigon lowering themselves down to all fight him. But he released red aura and they each turned to redness killing them. In the story it shows each member their worse fears.  I thought of Wonder Girl in my mind when young a bit like a mother and put my head in my hands. When the Staff at my Support Home I lived in told me my grandmother had died in the Office. I said Mum and put my head in my hands and cried

-I never got a return email from My Comic Shop confirming the order of 7 comics. But maybe the order wasn't real. And even if it was I was mislead in being told to go back and finish the titles left to get. With darker symbols. The FLYING Saucer as in they were LYING. The Richie Rich comic with a few hundred pages. THAT WAS NEVER MADE. I saw it at the HOME the one time were there. Of a FAMILY we only ever saw that time. And the parallel part of it. The FLYING SAUCER 'HOME' that wasn't real. 'MY COMIC SHOP.' Maybe my order was never real. Stars put it in their work I will mess up with a bad choice. Where do Broken Hearts Go?, I Wanna Dance with Somebody Who Loves Me, and Didn't We almost have it All? I have been thinking I might have risked causing problems for me by making another order. It was my idea to replace Heaven and Hell with a shared place that almost all go in forever. Partly done by me not buying the about 10 final comic series I was after. With the darker connotations